Stars of Celestial Waters through Rochelle Sparrow, Trance Channel, MSW, LCSW
 
Dear Rochelle:
 
I stumbled across your ad in search of a definition for Free Spirit. I have been grappling with a sense of rejection and failure for a very long time. I was in a long distance relationship with someone with whom I believed was my soul mate. I looked upon him with admiration and adoration and most of all deep trust. After four years in an on-again off-again relationship, I decided to pack my things and join him in the UK. I live in NYC but was willing to make the move because I missed him so much.  Upon my arrival, I quickly learned of his deceit about the way he has viewed our relationship. He had another woman living his home the entire time we were in our so-called relationship. He had claimed that she was there to simply care for his 13 yr. old son. In spite of this arrangement, he provided a place for me to stay during my visit. I went to London with the expectation that our reunion was going to end up with an engagement by the end of the summer, 2004.  In fact, we discussed this prior to my leaving NYC and taking a leave of absence from work. To make a long story short, I have since returned to NYC. I am struggling to get over depression, regain my financial stability and figure out the next step for myself. Kindly help me shed some light on how I can honestly move forward and how I can restore my dignity and confidence to earn a decent income for myself whereby I am no longer living paycheck to almost another paycheck. Thank You, Cheroll
 
Dear Cheroll:
 
Now is the time to squarely face your need for therapeutic help.  My guides state:  Cheroll, you have been hiding from depression for a very long time (feels like since childhood anguish , feels like there was leave taking, getting father energy).  Now is the time to face your fear of abandonment by recreating circumstances of stability, not instability in your life.  Your fear has submitted you into circumstances that have not been fruitful in providing you with stable relationships.  You have begun a long serious decline in your mental health and stability only because you have allowed your being to be influenced by depression and grief that has continued since childhood days.  Now, we advise energetic counseling to heal your desire to end your pain and suffering by lethal mean. That is not the correct path for your being's thoughts to continue forth upon."  Wishing you peace and healing, Stars and Rochelle
 
Dear Rochelle:
 
I read your column in the Sedona Journal, and am assuming I can ask you a question. Here goes: I am a reasonably attractive man, around 50, and have not had a date in years. Why is that, and what do you see regarding my love life in the future? Also, what about health issues? Thank you. Joe 
 
Dear Joe:
 
My guides state:  "You are correct in affirming your adequacy.  there has been an issue of (energy feels like strife, conflict) within your mind regarding another's inadequacy that has held you at abeyance (feels like trust is coming in) in that difficulty has been trusting another with your deepest fears of vulnerability and abandonment (child energy is present, mother energy came in)  There has not been consistent (feels like off, on, off, on) love adequate for your being to understand and know that stability in care (love) ca become reality.   We suggest you begin to ask yourself why you fear people (feels like women) and to know it is now time to resolve fear (feels like angst and loneliness coming in) because you are now determined to change patterns (lifelong) to suite you (companionship energy here) now."
Blessings to you Joe, have heart it sounds like you are ready to receive what you are truly worthy of receiving. Stars and Rochelle
 
Hi Karen,
Thank you so much for your question.  The guides state:  "You are correct in your courage to confront any emotional issues that you feel are invading your territory or emotional arena.  You are continuing to look medically at issues for resolvement, however, what we suggest is  continuing to confront issues in your emotions that feel intrusive (I am getting mother energy here).  In other words, look at individuals who appear smothering to you and intrude upon you in total and complete ways.  (As an aside this could be past or present issue that still needs to be resolved.) These individuals mean harm in turning your thoughts to their behalf rather than your behalf.  They want care, entrenched in smothering, needful energy, to become focused upon their welfare rather than on your self care.  We are advising that you take a look (feels like more than one person) at all people and situations that are smothering and intrusive.  (the energy feels difficult to breathe and burdensome, hard for me to speak up.)  Begin to voice your commitment to self care.  Many blessings, Stars
 
Thank you so much for your guidance and message from spirit.  I've started working with this information and already feel lighter!
Love & Light, Karen
 
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Rochelle Sparrow, Trance Channel, MSW, LCSW
PO Box 7573
Phoenix, AZ  85011-7573
602.430.6447
www.rochellesparrow.com
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