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Ask Rochelle - 33 By Rochelle Sparrow |
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Ask Rochelle Stars of Celestial Waters through Rochelle Sparrow, MSW Dear Rochelle: My life is in turmoil. My husband found job in Florida, so we (kids and I) moved from the Midwest. NO intimacy between us since we arrived - none! I still turn heads (I look a little like Ashley Judd) and my kids and friends say I look at least 15 years younger. My husband lost his job, moved on to another job. Was offered the chance to manage his (with his father's money) company. We moved across the state. He confessed to infidelity including prostitutes and a married woman (with kinky desires that supposedly he never got the chance to...) He couldn't get the company started - now selling the equipment, etc. I don't see him searching for employment - He is a college graduate from a well respected university! We are broke and his parents are supporting us. He says he is going to divorce me as soon as he is employed - Because I have never trusted him and always questioned him. I am scared of the future, specially without financial stability My translation business has slowed down - I am starting to market it again and it's hard! I have being taking Wellbutrin for my depression for about a month, but still cry every day. I am so terrified of the future that I wake up every morning with chest pain/heart ache Sometimes I catch a little glimpse of a fantasy: dancing with a cowboy (who happens to be a physician also) this may have something to do with the fact that I have Crohn's (not active) and maybe that I grew up in Texas I dreamed: red patent high heel shoes - three days later I see them at Macy's (dreaming about red shoes which I have no use for and then seeing them three days later in a store it's kind of strange) OK, why is all this happening to me at one time? I am so lost, I need answers that will really help me find myself and use all my potential to triumph in life. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR TIME - I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR REPLY! MD Hi MD: Thank you for connecting with me. Thank you for your courage in seeking help and continuing to work on your path. Let's see what the guides state: This is what we suggest. We suggest that she begin divorce proceedings is correct way. Your inability to trust is justified. We also suggest short term counseling for your being through a holistic practitioner who can help you clarify and change your energetic patterns. We see at least three to four sessions. We also suggest you begin to know that you can have the relationship you want. The red shoes represent both sacrifice and life force. As you can see you are moving toward resolution of these energies toward life force. We also suggest knowing that your husband's activities are not of your making and you are not at fault for his behavior. He is psychologically in need of treatment. That is the correct way. Blessings, Stars Dear Rochelle and Stars of Celestial Waters, I hope I may ask you another question. I thank you for your answer to my question in February 2006. I worked on that! Aligning my mind with my soul and assuming expansion. Also I was told before that healing was taking place on several levels. In the physical I don't experience that. I did a lot of healing and (consciousness) growing. Still I feel very limited by irritable bowel syndrome. Also I "suffer" from oversensitivity in my respiratory organs. I even changed my career path because of this. It was very hard leaving my passion (singing), but also good came with it. It often feels as if Higher direction is involved. Now my guides tell me - through automatic writing - that all my limitations will be solved when certain things - in a greater scheme are aligned. Divine timing? Also it has to do with crystal energy. This was confirmed in a kinesiology-session. No more healing is needed, I only have to wait. I am aware of trust-issues involved here. I hope you can comment on this, for a clearer view. Perhaps the subject of alignment and crystal energy is relevant for more people? Thank you and warm greetings, Hans (The Netherlands) Dear Hans: Thank you again for contacting me! I am always thankful to be of service and grateful you have followed the guide's suggestions. This is what the guides state: You are correct to continue to align with crystal energies. You are also correct in knowing more about the blocks that are occurring in your own alignment within the physical arena. We suggest visiting a naturopathic doctor to help your physical body align into a more relaxed and centered space. Also a past life regression session (which I do provide) would help you align as well. There are several changes that are now about to come about. There is resolvment to your career. There is headway to what you want. You are not done yet, so that your being can know more we suggest you meditate upon what we stated. In that way, you come to greater conclusions. One more thing, watch your relationship. That impacts your health. That is the correct way. Blessings, Stars Dear Stars: I'm not sure why I'm trying this, but I guess I must be meant to. I'm trying to see if the spirit world may have any knowledge that could help me understand my people's history and why I have had so much negativity towards me in the research. I often feel that I'm being led by spirit and ancestors to the knowledge that I have received about them so far but am at a loss as to how to proceed or even if I should. Some times I don't even know if I'm wasting my time or if I am on the right path. I have become so confused across the past couple of years and I'm uncertain in what directions to go in. In any event thank you for allowing me to write to you. All the best to you. Scott Dear Scott: Thank you again for connecting! Here is what the guides say: Do not become discouraged. Your path and your ability for leading your own way is strong and correct. Of course, there has been many energies that do not feel safe along the way. These energies act as guardians of high knowledge (got star people energy) and help keep sacred knowledge and law secure. Of course, this requires spiritual tests that have been haunting you for months. These tests bring forth greater knowledge and know how in dealing with the spirit world. Continue, do not become freightened of the greater knowledge you seek. You are about to embark on a sacred journey. This journey will lead you into levels of knowledge that will open your mind to an even greater depth. We see you as success. Do not forget your success on the path that you have already come from. That is the correct way. Blessings, Stars
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